I sometimes wonder.

I sometimes wonder how amazing life is. It is just such an amazing image that holds the most amazing memories. One day your hanging out with your friends talking about life and girls the next....sitting at the edge of your bed looking at the pictures of that one girl you truly loved or the videos of those old friend's who moved away or passed away. Reallity is confusing you sit and think, you sit and wonder, and you sit and close your eyes and one moment everything's gone. Yes! its cruel the joke's that the "big man" hold's for us. Many people want to see the world, others live in a life filled with happines and joy. Others just want everything to go away, many having problems that think is hell for them.I sometimes wonder, how its amazing how eveything works how seconds, time itself works. When your walking and see from far away someone you know but you cant say "hi" because you left a few mins late from your steps. Or how its amazing how your life would have changed if you would have taken a diffrent route or a diffrent way home or to work.

It is amazing, I really do sometime's wonder why life play's these cruel jokes or even play these well played tricks on us. One moment having everything your life, holding her hand, telling her you love her. Falling deeply in love only to take out the "wrong hand of cards" and loosing a well played game. I sometimes wonder why people are diffrent act diffrent and respond in diffrent ways. "It is funny how people think though". I myself wonder alot about love and life i sometimes think that we are here for certian reasons. I feel that my reason is to be with that one person and change her life. Giving her the most amazing memory's. Life is a memory we live it we remember and we enjoy it.Ever aspect of life change's us. I found a person she was great she changed my life completely, giving me the most amazing dreams the most amazing kiss but yet again like i said, "Life played it's games making only remembering this dream". I MISS HER, but what is there to do. It was a memory a beatiful memory only to remember her smile and her amazing sweet voice. I sometimes feel the pain that frankenstein's creature felt. All he ever wanted was that perfect "Image" to give him that perfect "memory". Or the pain that anyonewill feel loosing something special to them.

It is amazing the cruel joke's that are given to us. I sometimes wonder what if feels like to float away into another world another demension. I sometimes wonder how it would feel to be with that one person for life. I sometimes wonder how it would feel to close my eyes and erase images, memory's, love's, and part's of life.